well its difficult to describe oneself!!!
n especially me....
if u thnk u knw me....u r highly mistaken!!!
ppl thnk i m very bubbly,always happy,jolly kind f person but there is a lot more to me than that,thrs lot f pain stored behind that happiness!!!
life has taught me a lot...i hv learnt a lot n i m still experiencing n still discovering myself!!!
i try my best nt to commit those same mistakes wich i hv done in past....but this heart doesn seem to listen to me!!!!
i try nt to b an open book....but i end up being one!!!!
i never expect frm anyone....coz expectations hurt.....thy hurt a lot!!!!!
when i ws kid i used to trust ppl very easily but thn i realised that world is nt so genuine as it seems......its full of shams,hpocrites n lairs!!!!!
i askd for only one thng from tis world n tht ws LOVE but i thnk i askd for too much......love...i neva got it...instead wt i got ws totally ooposite to wt i thot i shuld expect!!!!!
ppl say i m way too mature for my age....but i thnk tht is d biggest prob!!!!
i m nt able to adjust in the society in wich i live....i dont get ppl'z stupid talk n obv ppl dont get me eithr!!!
n especially me....
if u thnk u knw me....u r highly mistaken!!!
ppl thnk i m very bubbly,always happy,jolly kind f person but there is a lot more to me than that,thrs lot f pain stored behind that happiness!!!
life has taught me a lot...i hv learnt a lot n i m still experiencing n still discovering myself!!!
i try my best nt to commit those same mistakes wich i hv done in past....but this heart doesn seem to listen to me!!!!
i try nt to b an open book....but i end up being one!!!!
i never expect frm anyone....coz expectations hurt.....thy hurt a lot!!!!!
when i ws kid i used to trust ppl very easily but thn i realised that world is nt so genuine as it seems......its full of shams,hpocrites n lairs!!!!!
i askd for only one thng from tis world n tht ws LOVE but i thnk i askd for too much......love...i neva got it...instead wt i got ws totally ooposite to wt i thot i shuld expect!!!!!
ppl say i m way too mature for my age....but i thnk tht is d biggest prob!!!!
i m nt able to adjust in the society in wich i live....i dont get ppl'z stupid talk n obv ppl dont get me eithr!!!
8 comments:
People come in your life... play with it and forget it.... and life leaves you with several reasons to cry but mark my words sweets... " F*ck the past coz the past is history, forget the future coz its damn mystry.... live your present coz its a gift...and right now at this very moment ur sharing this gift wimme....!! lucky you <:P>hehe!!
anyways..... dont feel alone dudette....... weneva you wud be stuck...weneva u wud be down... u wud find me there..to help you around... akhir isiko toh dosti kehte hain magical anu.....
relax and have fun!
Cheers!
heyloo ms Engima!
i like your blog name:)
and nice innocent blog:))
wud love to know u more...
i dot know y..but i just feel like sayin this anytime u upset u can catch me n my blog..m tere:)))
take care ofurself:):)
i have blog rolled u dear..:-))
hey!!!
Lot of angst there.
as children everyone we play with in the park we call a friend as we mature we realise that most of those were merely acquaintances. So dont fret for those people. Just be in touch with those who matter most to you and dont expect the same reciprocity. In all relationships some people make more effort than others. Ensure your friendships dont get lost cause you didnt write or call. It may sound like a lot of gyan so let me tell you a episode from my life:
My best friend from school had a golden heart and we are still in touch however she was a huge procrastinator and when I moved to a different city I would write to her regularly to receive mails from her only on festivals and birthdays. After a year when i visited her I found her drawer filled with letters she wrote to me but never found the time to post. i carried back the letters with me. and we continue to be friends till date.
Pretty good blog title..
I guess it matches with the blog name enigma..
:)
Reading this I could see shreds of the beautiful you - in a lonesome existence - crying out for
...[--]...
something enigmatic; infinite; inexplicable
Your past can't and won't affect your future unless you blame it for your present! Enjoy life, darling! It was meant to be, as you implied, a discovery of yourself. But true discovery of the self is seeing the endless beauty that you are - it is opening your eyes to the reality of yourself: that we all are beautiful fools floating thru life meaninglessly; but that there is hope - that, no matter how lonely it gets: solitude is a great route to self-discovery - no matter how your parents don't understand you at times: there is (at least) one who understands you - and loves you! And many times we tend to seek to be understood for we know that there is so much in us which is oft not seen. But, Enigma, do you understand you??
+ There's a lot of love out there! Open your eyes, see it; open your heart, receive it!
I've never met you but please know: I love you!!
...and hope abounds!
thanks pricely hope glorious!!!!
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