parents

well....its been 19 years living with them....n i still thnk they dont understand me.
Well i know every teenager thnks that his/her parents cant understand but this is lil different.
i do a small stupid mistake n my parents say that im of no use...wont be able to do anything in life except blaming people.
and im left asking myself is that true?
am i that useless?
am i that big shame to my parents?
i never thought my own parents who mean the world to me would ever say that to me.
n its not that happened 1st time it happens everyday.
i never get my answers...because deep down i know i am not useless...i am a girl capable of doing many things.
but howcome parents can thnk that their own extension is useless and good for nothing will remain a mystery to me!!

well.....i m rely happy today afta a long long tym!!!!!
today somethng hpnd wich made me rely happy!!!!
i m on cloud nine ryt nw!!!!!1
i jus wish tis stays like tis forever!!!!!

hello guysss....its 1 30 n i m feeling soo lonely!!!
life is hell borin.....collge sucks....ppl suck d most!!!
genuine ppl r hard to find these days....my frends left me....my best frend went to pune.....initially life ws tuf vdout her but nw its fine....i knw tis is life n one day or d odr tis ws bound to hpn!!!!!
n odr frends....so busy in their respective colg lives...hv no tym for me!!!!
sometyms i wonder is it sooo easy for ppl to forget someone who spent half f thier lives vd that person????
true frends r hard n rare to find!!!
obv everybody knws tht....


actually i m writin crap ryt nwwww.......
feelin very sleepy but ws thnkn bout ppl n tis world so thot f sharin some feelings vd u guys!!!!!

well its difficult to describe oneself!!!
n especially me....
if u thnk u knw me....u r highly mistaken!!!
ppl thnk i m very bubbly,always happy,jolly kind f person but there is a lot more to me than that,thrs lot f pain stored behind that happiness!!!
life has taught me a lot...i hv learnt a lot n i m still experiencing n still discovering myself!!!
i try my best nt to commit those same mistakes wich i hv done in past....but this heart doesn seem to listen to me!!!!
i try nt to b an open book....but i end up being one!!!!
i never expect frm anyone....coz expectations hurt.....thy hurt a lot!!!!!
when i ws kid i used to trust ppl very easily but thn i realised that world is nt so genuine as it seems......its full of shams,hpocrites n lairs!!!!!
i askd for only one thng from tis world n tht ws LOVE but i thnk i askd for too much......love...i neva got it...instead wt i got ws totally ooposite to wt i thot i shuld expect!!!!!
ppl say i m way too mature for my age....but i thnk tht is d biggest prob!!!!
i m nt able to adjust in the society in wich i live....i dont get ppl'z stupid talk n obv ppl dont get me eithr!!!